Do you ever have those dreams where you have no idea what's going one when you wake up?
I really feel like these dreams started when I got pregnant with Cayden. Ok I admit anything weird, or not-so-normal started while I was pregnant with her. LIKE I forget so much. I mean like I will have my keys in my hand, then place them somewhere, and 5 minutes later go searching for my keys that I put RIGHT here??? That is what my life is like everyday, searching for things, like my cell phone, and it's right in front of me. (JOHN call my cell phone I can't find it)!! This blog came to mind after my crazy dream and a conversation with my BFF yesterday about her searching for her cell phone while she was on it talking to me...NOW that's bad Leigh, LOL!
Back to my dream, oh wait I can't remember my f-ing dream, (must be from my post-pregnancy brain) All I can remember is that.... Damn it's gone....!
Does this happen to you???
Friday, August 27, 2010
Wednesday, August 25, 2010
Big girl
My baby is getting older, and it's causing me to have so many feelings...
We had our 1st time parents meeting last night, sounds scary doesn't it??!! Actually it went great. John stayed home with the girls and I went to the meeting, time away from the monsters is wonderful!
I am chairing the cleaning committee for the Co-op. What does that mean you ask??? I have no freaking clue...YET!! I hope it's not too time consuming, but because I am soooo nice and do want to help out where I can I volunteered to do this job!!
SUCKER is totally tattooed on my forehead, if you look hard enough you will see it!
Cayden starts at GCP on September 7th and is so excited. I am happy, but a little sad too(sniffle). She will be going Tuesday's and Thursday's from 12-2:30pm. Now what are Taytum and I going to do? Nap, read books, watch Netflix or DVR'd show's??? Who knows but I am looking forward to some alone time with her, because going through Cayden's baby book revealed that she was WAY smarter at 2 then Taytum is. I know. I know no comparing, but it is totally my fault. Cayden got all of my attention for 2 years, and poor Taytum well you know the rest! BAD MOMMY!
We also have switched Cayden to a booster seat, gosh she is getting so big! She is a little girl now, not a baby or a toddler, but a little girl! I love it and hate it at the same time! She is so "grown up", some of the things she says is too funny!
Enjoy every moment with your child everyday, because they really do grow up in the blink of any eye!
We had our 1st time parents meeting last night, sounds scary doesn't it??!! Actually it went great. John stayed home with the girls and I went to the meeting, time away from the monsters is wonderful!
I am chairing the cleaning committee for the Co-op. What does that mean you ask??? I have no freaking clue...YET!! I hope it's not too time consuming, but because I am soooo nice and do want to help out where I can I volunteered to do this job!!
SUCKER is totally tattooed on my forehead, if you look hard enough you will see it!
Cayden starts at GCP on September 7th and is so excited. I am happy, but a little sad too(sniffle). She will be going Tuesday's and Thursday's from 12-2:30pm. Now what are Taytum and I going to do? Nap, read books, watch Netflix or DVR'd show's??? Who knows but I am looking forward to some alone time with her, because going through Cayden's baby book revealed that she was WAY smarter at 2 then Taytum is. I know. I know no comparing, but it is totally my fault. Cayden got all of my attention for 2 years, and poor Taytum well you know the rest! BAD MOMMY!
We also have switched Cayden to a booster seat, gosh she is getting so big! She is a little girl now, not a baby or a toddler, but a little girl! I love it and hate it at the same time! She is so "grown up", some of the things she says is too funny!
Enjoy every moment with your child everyday, because they really do grow up in the blink of any eye!
Sunday, July 4, 2010
Relieved
I'm sticky-sweaty-stinky HOT, and who wants to sit on my lap or have me hold her all day? I heart Miss Taytum but, man! But I as type this she is sitting on my lap sweaty-sticky with peanut butter all over her face laughing at me because I told her to stop biting the desk?
So today I gave my sister-in-law my maternity clothes. How am I feeling?
a. Sad
b. Happy
c. Settled
d. Relieved
My answer is all of the above with a strong connection to D! It's like a realization that Cayden and Taytum will be my only two children, and I am happy with that. I know they are only clothes, and we all now clothes can be replaced/returned but I feel like it has lifted a big weight off my shoulders.
I guess only time will tell if another Lauziere will make an entrance through my cervix(hehe) but for now I am 99% sure we are done! We'll see what the big man upstairs has planned for us though...
So today I gave my sister-in-law my maternity clothes. How am I feeling?
a. Sad
b. Happy
c. Settled
d. Relieved
My answer is all of the above with a strong connection to D! It's like a realization that Cayden and Taytum will be my only two children, and I am happy with that. I know they are only clothes, and we all now clothes can be replaced/returned but I feel like it has lifted a big weight off my shoulders.
Sunday, June 6, 2010
:) :) :)
She did it!!!! YAYAYAYAYAYAYAAAAAAAAAA!!! I am so happy! It's crazy how one moment can make you laugh, smile, and cry all at once!
Recital was a blast, they were so cute on stage!! I am so proud of her especially after the difficult times we've had this year with Cayden's "I am not doing what you tell me to do attitude"! Yes I bought her 2 presents one for rehearsal, and one for recital, but it worked!! I heart bribery! And so do you, admit it...!!!
And so ballet is done until fall, I am happy to have my Wednesday afternoons back, but sad I won't be seeing all the Mom's, girls, and of course Betsy! Until September...
And Amy in 2 years this will be Greta and Taytum smiling for pictures for us, if you can believe that!?
Piper and Cayden
Recital was a blast, they were so cute on stage!! I am so proud of her especially after the difficult times we've had this year with Cayden's "I am not doing what you tell me to do attitude"! Yes I bought her 2 presents one for rehearsal, and one for recital, but it worked!! I heart bribery! And so do you, admit it...!!!
And so ballet is done until fall, I am happy to have my Wednesday afternoons back, but sad I won't be seeing all the Mom's, girls, and of course Betsy! Until September...
And Amy in 2 years this will be Greta and Taytum smiling for pictures for us, if you can believe that!?
Monday, May 31, 2010
P90X
I did plyometrics yesterday and today I can't move...did I do the whole hour...NO only 20 minutes! How can 20 minutes make me feel this way? I really do love the video though, this was my 1st one, so wish me luck! I am taking a break today, and will do more tomorrow...
I have no choice really, since sitting down and going to the bathroom is nearly impossible I can't imagine trying to do jumping squats!!
I am motivated right now so I must take advantage of it! I wish I had more time and energy though!
I have no choice really, since sitting down and going to the bathroom is nearly impossible I can't imagine trying to do jumping squats!!
I am motivated right now so I must take advantage of it! I wish I had more time and energy though!
Wednesday, May 26, 2010
10 things
I have had NO time to blog, grrrrr! SO today on this super hot Wednesday I decided to say a few things:
1. My sister-in-law is pregnant with baby #1, yippeee! She is like 8 weeks so it's still early, but we are so happy for her!
2. Life with a 3 1/2 year old who thinks she has the answers for everything can be enlightening to say the least. Cayden "Mom here is a date card for you, and some flowers" Me "what is a date card?" Cayden "It means Love" Me "OMG, I love you so much Cayden" tear :( It was a red piece of paper with scribbles on it (words) and some white weed flowers from the lawn! I will be saving them, lol!
3. Taytum does this sweet look with her eyes that makes EVERYONE laugh, especially John...watch out John she's going to use this on you when she's 16... to be continued!
4. My floors need to be washed sooooo bad! I mean BAD! I refuse to do it at this point because everyday that dog and the kids track water, dirt, mud, you name it and it's on my floor. So by fall they should look REALLY bad! No I will do it, at some point!
5. Recital is right around the corner, 10 days away...If you follow my blog I don't really need to elaborate!
6. I am reading The Pledge, it's old and was made into a movie in the 90's, but it is really good! (The Skulls I think was the movie)
7. Summer is on it's way and I am super excited. The girls and I are outside all the time, it's wonderful!
8. I want to wean Taytum so bad, but she refuses! Any comments/suggestions welcome...continued with #9
9. I want to wean Taytum to drop this extra baby weight I've been carrying around since I was pregnant/nursing Cayden! Yes people I have been pregnant or nursing since January of 2006...
10. I love my husband, no matter what I say about him behind his back or to his face, I do love him.
So my 10 things I wanted to mention for the month of May! I could and may elaborate on them more or in the future, who knows!
1. My sister-in-law is pregnant with baby #1, yippeee! She is like 8 weeks so it's still early, but we are so happy for her!
2. Life with a 3 1/2 year old who thinks she has the answers for everything can be enlightening to say the least. Cayden "Mom here is a date card for you, and some flowers" Me "what is a date card?" Cayden "It means Love" Me "OMG, I love you so much Cayden" tear :( It was a red piece of paper with scribbles on it (words) and some white weed flowers from the lawn! I will be saving them, lol!
3. Taytum does this sweet look with her eyes that makes EVERYONE laugh, especially John...watch out John she's going to use this on you when she's 16... to be continued!
4. My floors need to be washed sooooo bad! I mean BAD! I refuse to do it at this point because everyday that dog and the kids track water, dirt, mud, you name it and it's on my floor. So by fall they should look REALLY bad! No I will do it, at some point!
5. Recital is right around the corner, 10 days away...If you follow my blog I don't really need to elaborate!
6. I am reading The Pledge, it's old and was made into a movie in the 90's, but it is really good! (The Skulls I think was the movie)
7. Summer is on it's way and I am super excited. The girls and I are outside all the time, it's wonderful!
8. I want to wean Taytum so bad, but she refuses! Any comments/suggestions welcome...continued with #9
9. I want to wean Taytum to drop this extra baby weight I've been carrying around since I was pregnant/nursing Cayden! Yes people I have been pregnant or nursing since January of 2006...
10. I love my husband, no matter what I say about him behind his back or to his face, I do love him.
So my 10 things I wanted to mention for the month of May! I could and may elaborate on them more or in the future, who knows!
Thursday, May 13, 2010
I miss...
Do you remember REAL sleep?
I'm talking about coming home from high school, crawling into bed and sleeping until past dinner? Everyday!! And in college when you would just spend the day in bed because you didn't feel like going to class, or were way too hung over to move??
I miss sleep! Plain and simple. I miss having my own bed! Yes, I know both of our kids sleep with us(huge mistake)but even having John in there is a pain too. SNORING! Omg, sometimes I make him go into Cayden's bed because he is sooooo loud! (It's not like she's in there) I miss just sprawling out and sleeping a whole 8 hours without waking up!
It has been since about May 2006 since I have slept a full night(4months pregnant w/Caycay)! I must tell you that for some odd reason I am now a light sleeper. I now wake up for every and anything! I hate it, and as soon as I am done nursing Taytum(i'm not going there........) I am asking the Dr for sleeping pills, IF my sleeping patterns don't change!
The only bonus it when the girls are in high school and try to sneak out of the house I WILL hear them!
awe the beauty of motherhood!!!
I'm talking about coming home from high school, crawling into bed and sleeping until past dinner? Everyday!! And in college when you would just spend the day in bed because you didn't feel like going to class, or were way too hung over to move??
I miss sleep! Plain and simple. I miss having my own bed! Yes, I know both of our kids sleep with us(huge mistake)but even having John in there is a pain too. SNORING! Omg, sometimes I make him go into Cayden's bed because he is sooooo loud! (It's not like she's in there) I miss just sprawling out and sleeping a whole 8 hours without waking up!
It has been since about May 2006 since I have slept a full night(4months pregnant w/Caycay)! I must tell you that for some odd reason I am now a light sleeper. I now wake up for every and anything! I hate it, and as soon as I am done nursing Taytum(i'm not going there........) I am asking the Dr for sleeping pills, IF my sleeping patterns don't change!
The only bonus it when the girls are in high school and try to sneak out of the house I WILL hear them!
awe the beauty of motherhood!!!
