woof!

The girls and I really want a puppy, John is like "This is going to be your dog...."  So we are on the look out for the perfect Lauziere family puppy!  I really want to adopt, and I prefer a puppy only because of the kids, and the cats! We tried a 1 year old dog like 3 years ago....it didn't work out!  (Neely, I'm sure you found your forever home with a family who LOVES howling, screaming, pooping, and peeing all over their house!!!)

So we are taking our time, and looking for a golden retreiver, or a mix that looks mostly golden, PUPPY??!!  We want to train the dog, a fresh baby dog!!

And when I say "we" I totally mean me!  But you already knew that, right?

We will see?????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????

I guess it could be worse, right?

Absence makes the heart grow fonder, right??? I think it makes me apreciate him more???  I just want John home because I need 5 minutes to myself!  It's been a long weekend, and it's only Saturday night. Almost time for bed, thank God!  John if you can hear me "COME HOME"!

side notes : 

Taytum has been sooooooooooooooo naughty all day! I totally jinxed myself a couple of entries ago with the great toddler, it's over!  It's offically in she is sneaky naughty, and right-out-in-front-of-you naughty as well!  So it begins........................

Cayden has been pretty good, I've only yelled at her like 5-10 times today! Pretty much about the same things over and over and over.....................

I hate yelling, but that's all I do!  I think I need yelling therapy, I'm sure it's out there somewhere!

Maybe she needs her ears cleaned?

Listening is becoming increasingly hard for Cayden. Please tell me it's her age!  We have our good days, our so-so days, and our OMG I am going to pull my hair out bad days.  Well today has been a so-so day for my first born.  She is constantly asking me to do things, and she says "PLEEEEEEASE Mom", and because she says please she expects me to do it, or get it at that very moment!  Um No says me!  And she keeps asking and asking and asking, you catch my drift?  It's kind of annoying, I'm not going to lie! And if I ask her to do something she doesn't want to......WATCH OUT!  "You stop it Mama"   This is only the beginning right??!!

 I will keep you all updated on Cayden and her A-TI-TUDE!

Taytum is a pretty good toddler so far, but she does NEED her Mama quite often, How often you ask?? Pretty much all the time!  The only down fall of Miss Taytum, clingyness to her Mama!  Other then that she is a running, try-to-talk, crazy typical toddler!

God knows I love both of them more then life itself, but MAN!! 

(apparently clingyness is not a word that spellcheck agrees with, is it even a word??) 

Lauziere dance party yiippee!!

My girls LOVE to dance! I'm pretty sure they get it froooooommmmm ME!!??  Although back in the day their Dad could grind with the best of them.  (or the worst of them, you should have seen the girls he was with before me...wooof!)

( john busta movin' on Christmas morning, love the head lamp, and the polarbear pants, babe!)

Cayden does ballet and has her recital coming up in 3 months, and that should be interesting to say the least.  When I say they love to dance, I mean in the comfort of their own home, kind of like their Dad.  He hides behind things so the neighbors can't see him busta movin' when we have a family dance party, wimp!  So I will pray with all my might to see her on the stage with all of her friends having a blast, and not sitting in a seat with her Mom crying because she wants to up there with her friends, dancing!

Taytum, I am not worried about, in fact I might send her out on stage in Cayden's tu-tu and see what happens!  She is a riot, and doesn't stop dancing, whenever she hears music at home.  Even if she is sitting on the couch, her shoulders will start moving around!  My little ballerina to be!  I hope she has ballet class with her friends Greta, and Ady-Lou in like 2 years...!!  I'm sure Taytum will be the naughtiest little ballerina there, no worries Amy and Mandy!!

Off to finsh dance party USA with the girls...oh wait it's 7:30 it's bath time, yeess!!!

Good times!

Just some bathtime pictures!

The girls love taking baths together, thank God! Memories that will always bring a smile to my face!

freedom

Today I went out on my own without any children.  This may not seem like a big deal, but I left the girls with someone other then my husband.  Back story...

The only people Cayden has ever been alone with since birth besides John (and it took me over a year to let HIM stay home with his own daughter, I blamed it on the nursing, yes I was a little "crazy") is my sister Amber, and our friends and neighbors Jessie & Larry.  Amber watched her when John and I went in for our 20 week ultrasound, and Jessie watched her when I gave birth.  Now she goes with my sister ALL the time, I don't care, but before when I left her those 2 times I was really sad hysterical!  Maybe it was the hormones?????

Taytum has never stayed with anyone but John, until today.  My plan was to take her and leave Cayden with Cait, Chart, Jana, and Katie  (when you call one of these girls she is sure to bring more, and I love it!) but when I tried to take her, she wanted nothing to do with me, what-ev???!!!  So I left, and didn't look back!
I was out for 2 hours, and would have stayed out longer, but the girls had to work a lacrosse game.

So to sum it up, Cait, and whoever are coming over next week to watch the girls so John and I can celebrate our 4 year anniversary, and I can't wait!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


SIDE NOTE:   I really was crazy after Cayden was born, but I didn't take anything for it, I just pulled myself out of crazyland, but it took a LONG time!!! 

I'm trying

Back to the gym for me!  My groin hurts so bad, but it's worth it to hopefully lose the rest of this awful baby weight!  The best thing would be for me to stop nursing T, but she would LOSE her mind at this point.  Soon enough she will not want to anymore and then I will be sad, but not that sad! 

Sunday  cardio, ab & adductor machine
Monday  cardio  (the treadmill ate my USM ID card, John didn't believe me, he said I doubt you were going fast enough,  until they called him yesterday and said " ahhhh your wife's card just came out of the treadmill...."   So there John I was going fat enough, you jerk)
Tuesday  off
Wednesday  cardio
Thursday  off
Firday  cardio
Saturday cardio
Sunday   start over again with CARDIO, CARDIO, CARDIO!!!!!!!!!!

Let's hope I can stick to this schedule, or close to this schedule????!!! We'll see............

Yet more reasons 2 is enough!

8am   I called So Po Pediatrics to schedule a sick child appointment for Taytum.  The answering service is still on yet the message says M-F 8am-5pm... I'm already mad!

8:01   again
8:03   again
8:07   again
8:07   Finally I get to hit the #2 button to schedule a visit, what do they do but put me into a vm box, seriously?
8:11   I say put someone on the phone who can get my daughter in today...Hello this is blah blah, how is 1045??? 

8:13-10:00am  I listen to Taytum cry, so fun! 

10:35    We get to the office, and all is well with miss crabby pants??? 
10:40   Nurse Sharon takes us down, asks us some questions...  
10:43   Dr. Erin walks in ( I really do heart her)  and gets right down to business.  She cleans Taytum's ears because they are soooooo waxy they can't see her middle ear!!!   She pulls out gobs of gooey wax, and I am loving it!  Taytum is so good, she sits on my lap, head on my chest letting Erin do whatever she wants to her!
10:55   She has a double ear infection, and one was really bad...she sais there was puss???
11:15    Pick up prescription for cefdinir, and motrin!!! 

Not a "bad" afternoon....

3:00   We leave to take Cayden to the dentist.  We ALL go because I know Taytum will sleep in the car.
3:25   John drops Cayden and I off at the dentist, and goes driving so short and blonde will stay asleep!
3:30   Dr Scholl takes Cayden and I back to our little room, and on the way to the room cayden says  "I don't like her Mama"  OH GOD  is what I am thinking...
3:33   Cayden starts SCREAMING, SPITTING, and tells YELLS at the dentist, and I quote, "I hate you!"  The wonderful hygienist then says, "Where did she hear that word from?"    Bitch (opps)
3:40   I feel like the worst Mom in the world, my 3 year old tells people she HATES them?  I really have NO idea where she heard that from?  I will admit to things, but I have NEVER said "I hate _______!" 

Yeah so what she called a 6 year old bitch( totally out of contexts though) the other day. I asked her where she heard it, and she said "you called me that Mama."  I think back...I did say it to her, she was yelling at me and I said "stop being a little bitch"   I AM A BAD MOM!!!!!!!!!

7:13pm  Finishing the blog, doing baths, and going to bed!  I love my girls, but today I wish I were on a beach somewhere, in a bikini (because I am a size 0), sipping ice cold alcoholic beverages... BY MYYYYSELF!!!

and I picked fights with John all day today for the fun of it!! 

Road trip continued..

If you were wondering how the road trip to Boston went....It went great!  Cayden was a little nervous to get on he big bus, but she saw her BFF, Cait, and decided that it was cool to be on the bus with the hockey girls!  I sat in the front with John and Taytum, Cayden was off in the back with her "friends" lol  (I get really bad car sick, so I had to sit in the front of the bus, I went back once to check on Cayden and I thought I was going to throw up everywhere...)

They lost the game, so finally hockey is OVER.  Although it is nice having my husband back, I will be missing the hockey girls so much!  And really do I have my husband back....what does he do besides make another mess for me to clean up, sigh! Love you John! 

So now that I know Cayden loves the bus, she will be taking lots of road trips with her Daddy next year.  To think I am actually looking foward to the 2010-11 season!! hahahaha I'm nuts!